We Just Experienced a Miracle

 

Our family just experienced a miracle of a lifetime.  G-d transformed a brush with death into a day of celebration and thanksgiving. 

It took me a few days to put my thoughts together into a coherent letter.  I even contemplated not saying anything, because it's so easy for people to judge etc.  In the end; however, we decided to share this story because (1) It may save another life someday and (2) It would be selfish to keep a miracle of this magnitude to ourselves. 

To make the story short, this past Thursday I pulled our three year old Levi (who just had an upshernish) from the bottom of a pool.  He was likely there for minutes.  He had the appearance of a limp, dead body, and had no vitals (no pulse, heartbeat, or breath). 

While I have no CPR training and have never seen it done before, I placed his lifeless body on the pavement and started alternating between breathing into his mouth and compressing his stomach and chest.  Miraculously, after 30 seconds, he expelled about a half gallon of water from every hole in his body, and faintly started to breathe, before the first responders made it. 

The ambulance came, and we went to the hospital.  While his vitals were back, we were still unsure whether he had sustained brain or other irreparable damage. 

I sat writing a letter to the Rebbe on my phone adjacent to the bed where his lethargic body was lying. The Rebbe was particular that people use the precise Jewish name and mothers Jewish name of the one in need.  After typing the last letter of Natanya's name (and not even a space after that), he gave another gigantic vomit, all over himself, his bed, the chair, and me, and started to cry, a normal, healthy cry.  I stood him up while calling the nurse to help clean up, and I knew he was going to be fine. 

Three hours later, we were back home, grateful, humbled, and changed forever.  Friday night we had a Thanksgiving meal (סעודת הודאה) and now, thank G-d, everything is back to normal.

Believe it or not, there is a blessing to make when saved from death, which reads ברוך... הגומל לחייבים טובות-Blessed... He who grants kindness to the guitly.  The Rebbe asked, "Why is it relevant, when thanking G-d for bestowing kindness on you, to mention that you are guilty"? 

He answered that the Hebrew word, חייב-guilty, can also mean "owe," like when you owe someone money.  The natural place of a soul is in heaven.  Life is better there, without the struggles of the human experience.  The reason souls come down into this world is to do a mission.  As the Baal Shem Tov taught, "a soul can come into the world for 70 or 80 years just to do a favor for another person."  As long as your mission hasn't been completed, you still "owe" G-d. 

Now that Levi was saved from death in a miraculous way, I know more than ever how important it is to stress that he still "owes" G-d.  Levi Yitzchak Halevy ben Natanya Freyda Rochel has a very important mission to accomplish in this world, and he hasn't completed it yet, thank G-d!  

This story happened in the month of Elul (the month before High Holidays).  You may have read the miraculous story of my birth, which also happened in this month.  If you didn't see it yet, you can read it here. 

What I find most interesting about the story, is that the day after my mother miraculously recovered with a blessing from the Rebbe, my father received a call from the Rebbe's secretary, notifying him that "It is the month of Elul, and the Rebbe wants you to know the King is in the field."  

The reference is to a Chabad teaching that the month of Elul has the same spiritual energy as the High Holidays (otherwise known as the י"ג מדות הרחמים- Thirteen Attributes of Mercy).  The question is why we don't celebrate and honor this spiritual energy in the same way that we do during the high holidays.  To this, the Alter Rebbe gave the analogy of the King in the field. 

Rosh Hashanah is like the king in the palace, where you need appointments, preparation etc. to make a request.  When the King is traveling, however, you can approach the King immediately, without any preparations, and make the same requests. 

During the High Holidays, there's a protocol.  Shofars, long prayers, holiday restrictions etc.  During the month of Elul, the Rebbe told my father that these 13 attributes of mercy are available to anyone who asks.  Now, I too have a miracle in this month of Elul, when the King really is in the field.  And this, for the more Kabbalisticly inclined is what the י"ג מדות הרחמים- Thirteen Attributes of mercy are.  A mother miraculously recovering, and a child miraculously starting to breathe again.

If you know anyone who needs a blessing during this special time, make sure to write a letter to the Rebbe, which you can do at ohelchabad.org.